Boózy Lésbian Séx Play Makes Me Want More

My boyfriend and his flatmaté got me and the other guy’s woman companion to proceed out lésbian pórn stuff for them when we were all very drunk. I know I’m straight but now I’m feeling I’d like to do it afresh.

I am 19. I have been with my boyfriend for over a year. He is 20, gorgeous and our séx life is brilliant but he can be rather controlling.
We went out as a foursomé to commemorate my boyfriend’s anniversary. We’d booked a taxi dwelling so didn’t contain back and had lots of shots. We had a large laugh then, when we got back to the young men’ flat, they put on some music and we had more beverages.
I got up and started doing some séxy dancing to a pathway I actually like and the other guy’s woman companion joined in. The boys sat and observed and said we were actually large. They urged us to do a striptéase and then some more stuff simultaneously – things they’d glimpsed young women do in pórn videos online.
Of course we angryé out we were just doing it to delight the men but all I hold recalling now is how pleasant it sensed. She knew just how to feel mé to maké mé féel good – better than my beau does in fact.
I love my beau but ever since I can’t halt conceiving about that night and feeling like I want to do it again. I don’t want to have these thoughts and they are actually doing my head in, yet at the identical time I like them. There are no other young women I find attractive, but when I glimpse her and her beau simultaneously I just glimpse a attractive séxy girl and it turns mé on. What’s going on?
Recommendations
Women’s séxuality is more compléx than men’s and it’s not astonishing that another young female had a clearer idea than your beau does just what feel feéls good where. But you’re not in love with that young female –just naturally liking more of that éxtra-aróusing séx.
If you want your relationship to last, draw a line and be clear you’re not going to get engaged in séx play with another girl like that afresh. Séx should be a special part of your intimaté connection with your partner, not a presentation for him and his mates.
But help your boyfriend discover what touchés are especially aróusing for you and perhaps use séxy talk to intensify your mutual please.